Obsessed

I have been thinking more and more about her since Saturday. I don't know what it is that I am feeling. Ever since my slutty days, I have forbid myself from obsessively thinking about one particular girl.

But she is different from all the other girls - definitely the best I have had sex wise despite the variety that I have had.

Besides the physical stuff, she is exactly what I have been longing for - someone that I could just relax with, someone whose company I actually enjoy, someone I feel comfortable to confide to.

The best times I remember us having were not the fancy parties, expensive restaurants or exotic trips. They were the most simple, ordinary moments like having a grease fight whilst changing my flat tire, the flirty SMSes exchanged during work hours or the times when we were cuddling on the couch.

Why is it that only during shitty times do you learn the most?

I love you Christina. I will love you more if you were bi.